Poems
Other than writing stories, I also like to write poems.
Sometimes I’ll make a poem around a subject that’s mostly unspoken in the world, or people just don’t like to talk about it.
The problems in my poems are usually:
~ automutilation
~ abuse (childabuse)
~ solitude
Of course, I write ‘happy’ poems too. Those are mostly about love and friendship. The 2 most commonly used subjects.
It would be very nice if people who really like my poems and want to say something about it, will post a comment below. It means a lot to me.
Thanks,
Kyra
September 17, 2008 at 3:06 pm
Mental Unstable
flesh, blood, knives, bullets, pistols, suffering,
hurting, murder, Fuck, filthy, bastard, red, silver,
slash, pain, sick, hell, devil, forgiveness, enemy,
demons, nightmares, hate, lies, limbs, cuts, scars,
ripping, death, tension, beast, kitchen knive, prison,
anger, tears, hollow, shadows, false love, strong,
memories, dark, pitty, illusions, thoughts, darkness,
running, hopeless, dreams, worthless, flee, destiny,
666, fear, fire, false truth, breaking, crushing, destroying,
grave, loneliness, paths, broken, beating, insides,
collapsing,, dissatisfied, horror, heartless, life,
waste, secrets, goodbye’s,
scared, leaving, forgetting, pretending, help
ERASE
By: Kyra
=> subject: Random
September 17, 2008 at 3:10 pm
Love/ hate
I love you…
I can’t get you out of my head.
I want to feel you…
Be near you.
Want to let you know
How much you mean to me…
Want to be your girlfriend, the One.
Forever…
I hate you…
You don’t seem to listen.
To my body…
What it’s telling you.
You’re looking at me…
A smile.
Two dark eyes…
You can’t see it.
You mouth…
It’s open.
But you can’t say anything.
Your mouth shuts.
I love you…
I’m doing everything…
To get your attention.
Don’t you feel it?
I love you… Hello? I love you…
But you can’t feel it.
Don’t see it…
Can’t listen…
Can’t say anything…
To me.
Your heart is a wall.
And I…
I can’t get through it…
By: Kyra
=> subject: unrequitted love
September 24, 2008 at 2:02 pm
NOTHING TO YOU.
You
You are
nothing
You mean
nothing
no me
You are
angry
with me
You think
I am
too
You know
that
I am
You are
so mean
A monster
Why?
You hit
me
You
hit
my feelings
You are
my
mum…
I am
Nothing
To you.
=> subject: child abuse/ abandonment
September 29, 2008 at 1:17 am
wow. kool.unrequitted love was my fav. idk im so bored i started a fight with my older sisters boyfriend. just so she’d cvome over and yell at me….
then she got really mad when i textd her and aked her to pick me up some nacho’s and a soda. ^^ i really am an asshole sometimes.
so how goes you.
September 29, 2008 at 6:33 pm
hahahaha xD That’s awesome dude :p
I can be a bitch sometimes too ^.^
I’m fine, glad you liked ‘Love/Hate’ ^.^
That was one I made during a quite happy mood :p
What did the boyfriend say btw :p
O yes, you have msn? If you do, just send me a message on grouply.
I know there’s a HUGE time difference, but hey maybe I’ll get to speak to you some time ^.^
Thx for reading my stories and posting comments in this journal.
You rock!
September 29, 2008 at 7:11 pm
i have msn but it dosnt like me it never load’s.ah , i got called a lazy selfish bitch.hahaha. and pj well he flat out told me he hates me. i said its kool though because i hate him too. ^^ its all good though she didnt get my nacho’s and she calls me selfish.your welcome.i dont really have anything to do right now. i wont have my car back till friday. maybe if i re-install it. i have some friends on it i havent talked to in a while.
September 30, 2008 at 6:09 pm
Hehe, he hates you ^.^
And you just well sarcastically, with a grin of course, told him you hate him too?? That’s cool dude xD I can imgine it :p
Selfish bitch?? well, that’s not too bad :p
And you can always see it like this :
A bitch is a dog, dogs bark, bark is on trees, trees are a part of nature, and nature is beautiful ^.^
hehe, read that somewhere :p
Ok, well no msn then :p a shame really, but I’ll think about the MySpace.
October 1, 2008 at 1:01 pm
Hehehe, no prob ^.^
I’m too sometimes :p
But, would you like me to delete that message? with your mail? or else everybody can see :p
October 1, 2008 at 1:04 pm
IT WAS YOU
When you came to me
I thought you’d be just the same
The same like every other normal guy
Interested at first
I’d hang out with you for a while
But soon we’d
Leave
And forget about us
But you stayed
You were there
And I was afraid
To lose you
We bacame friends
Best buddies
And we talked and talked
Laughed and made jokes
But then
There was that moment
I was not prepared
And got caught
I’ve never felt this before
It’s a strange feeling
To care about someone
So much
How could i’ve known
You affect me
With your laugh
Your eyes
You…
The definition of being out of control,
Perfection
I get this feeling
Whenever you’re around
And when you’re not there
I long for you to come
To me
And when you do… again
My heart is beating
Like never before
Before you came along
I’ve never noticed it working
My legs are shaking
This feels so weird, but nice
Your lips, so soft and beautiful
What have i done to deserve you?
You made me shy, quiet.
Longing for you and I know:
My precious heart belongs only to you.
=> subject: Love
October 1, 2008 at 10:10 pm
dude, omg. love is so sweet. ive felt like that. but the person its too ive never told. weve been friends too long for me to say anything.lol ya go ahead
October 4, 2008 at 12:25 pm
hey, I’ve got a tiny problem: AFF doesn’t recognise my emailadress anymore, can you look for my stories and tell me if they still exist??
October 5, 2008 at 12:14 am
there still there. but it also deleted all the reviews you left me on all my storys. but there there thankfully.
October 25, 2008 at 8:40 pm
MY EYES.
Here I stand
Helpless and left for dead.
Eyes are black, no face expressions.
But the thoughts in my head
Are running wild.
My heart, I feel it burn.
The fire slips through my body.
Finding its way to my head.
I see you. Clearly in my head.
I can show you that I can see
Right through your empty life.
You won’t stay long.
Just like me.
I won’t stay long in this world so wrong.
I see you.
But don’t you dare look at me in the eye.
My eyes are empty too.
Like your life.
You’re feeling my cold, dead eyes
Stealing your life.
So many days go by.
I keep on looking, but don’t you dare looking back
At me.
By: Kyra
=> subject: abuse/hate
November 18, 2008 at 5:55 pm
my eyes was awsome dude.
me im fucking crappie now. my aunt left me with a list and now i have to go through all of my grandma’s stuff and i dont fucking want to. i’ll do it though.
November 18, 2008 at 6:37 pm
Thx ^.^
Why do you have to go through a list of your grandma’s stuff then?? *cocks head to the side questionly*
November 21, 2008 at 3:28 am
dude i never relized how much stuf my grams had. i seperated the things i was saposed to. i cried but im almost done.
November 21, 2008 at 3:29 am
no that fat bitch gave me a list of shit that she wanted and stuff the others wanted.
November 21, 2008 at 6:10 pm
Omg, that really sucks dude… :s
November 22, 2008 at 1:01 am
ya im done im not doing anymore*/. and omg dude i cant think of an eding for fallen any ideas because damn im stuck..
December 2, 2008 at 7:28 pm
Haha, yeah, i’m kinda myself too ^.^
Although I updated another chappie of ‘In Between’.
As for my other story, inspiration has left me :p
December 7, 2008 at 11:05 pm
ya its sad dude. i havent been able to write anything good since idk i cant remember the last thing i wrote that i actully liked. and since i got done from my grandmas ive been moody.
December 8, 2008 at 7:57 pm
Awww, I’m sorry! :s
I hope you’ll find inspiration again though..
January 18, 2009 at 12:59 pm
ADDICTED.
Cold sweat
Warm body
Pounding heart
What’s happening?
Breath chokes
in my throat
Sweaty palms
Chest rising
Up and down
Fast rythm
Can’t stop it
I’m submissive
Save me
Blood running
through my veins
Thumping
The heat
Irresistable
Help me
My mind
running wild
Losing control
Panting
Groaning
Moaning
Heart racing
My chest
too small
Everything explodes
Stars
blur my vision
Irresistable
A drug
Addiction
I’m addicted
to you.
Ahh…
By: Kyra
Subject: hot love/ sex