fanfiction: Black tears

I decided to post 1 Naruto fanfiction here in my journal.

It’s one of my best works up ’till now. I made it around a song “30 minutes” from the group T.a.t.u.

it would be best if you listen to the song first before you read this fanfiction, it will get you in the right mood for this story.

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Black Tears

 

Out of sight, out of mind

Out of time to decide

 

He was there… always.

Being the pretty bastard that he was.

 

I tried to escape… to escape his eyes.

His beautiful eyes, and his smile.

Oh god, his gorgeous smile…

 

But I couldn’t…

 

Do we run? Should I hide?

For the rest of my life

 

Somehow, somewhere, sometime…

I got caught…

Caught by his beautiful eyes,

His gorgeous smile,

His skin like silk

That glittery shone when lit upon

By the silvery moon

 

Can we fly? Do I stay?

We could lose, we could fail

 

He was my everything.

And from that moment on,

I tried to seduce him.

 

He got caught.

 

Oh, how beautiful the days and nights were.

Especially the nights…

 

We fooled around, ‘played’ on the traininggrounds

And we would hold hands, standing on the bridge

Watching the water flow

And kiss in the moonlight.

 

In the moment it takes

To make plans or mistakes

 

But although we were happy and madly in love…

Some questions can’t stay locked away forever.

 

Acceptance…

Will people understand?

 

He is a very breakable person… vulnerable.

To be treated with love and care.

That’s what I did…

 

30 minutes, a blink of an eye

30 minutes, to alter our lives

30 minutes, to make up my mind

30 minutes, to finally decide

 

We made love. Our first time.

So romantic…

I’ve never felt so complete in my life.

He was all I needed

And all I ever need…

 

I loved him so much…

 

30 minutes, to whisper your name

30 minutes, to shoulder the blame

30 minutes of bliss, 30 lies

30 minutes, to finally decide

 

Happiness was what I felt.

2 months of totally keeping it secret,

was what he felt.

 

If only I knew about his questions.

If only I knew how to read his thoughts.

 

The shame he felt.

The blame, he kept to himself.

The lies… he made up to keep me happy.

 

Caroussels in the sky

That we shape with our eyes

 

Our days were unpredictable.

Sneaking out on missions,

To run away the next to not get caught.

 

The grasslands we visited so much.

Looking up at the sky, shaping it.

Those were happy days…

 

That were about to end so soon.

Too soon…

 

Under shade, silhouets

Casting shame, crying rain

 

Dark days came,

A war was about to start.

 

No more love- making, no secret fieldtrips,

No holding hands…

Fighting

Was what came upon us.

 

Marking us; me… forever.

 

Can we fly? Do I stay?

We could lose, we could fail

 

No way out.

Enemies approaching.

Living a lie upon that, too.

 

We were in love, and gay.

We had so many questions, but he even more.

He couldn’t bear them.

 

He was lost.

 

Either way, options change

Chances fade, trains derail

 

It all went too fast.

The village, burning

Children screaming

 

A maniacle laugh,

The enemies were invading.

Their leader… a monster.

 

He was brave that black day…

I didn’t see it coming.

But he did.

 

And made no attempt to evade.

 

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Blood… everywhere

A thud, body falling limb

On the ground.

 

The attack

That would have blown up whole Konoha…

Taken by one boy.

 

Beautiful black eyes,

Like pools to drown in.

 

Dark, raven hair,

Marking a manly face

 

Gorgeous smile,

To catch your willing heart

 

Pale skin like silk…

 

Scattered, tainted, broken.

Shock.

 

30 minutes, a blink of an eye

30 minutes, to alter our lives

30 minutes, to make up my mind

30 minutes, to finally decide

 

30 minutes, to whisper your name

30 minutes, to shoulder the blame

30 minutes of bliss, 30 lies

30 minutes, to finally decide

 

He was a hero.

And he was burried as one.

Black day, came with black tears…

From my heart.

 

If only I knew

If only I saw

If only I heard

 

… his wish to die…

… to stop living a lie…

 

And the black tears fell, silently

On his grave.

 

‘I will always love you.’

 

“Sasuke…”

 

OWARI

 

By: kyra