First, I’ll tell you that my work will be posted in the pages on the right side from now on.
Because otherwise I’ll get a HUGE main page ^.^
So, my stories go to the page ‘Stories’, my poems to the page ‘poems’ and so on..
Secondly, if you want to leave a comment on a poem, story or whatever, you can just post in in the page in which the poem, story,… was posted.
And last but not least, have fun ^.^
xxx
Kyra
I want to say a few words about where I will publish my stories.
My favourite site to post all my fanfiction is naruto.adultfanfiction.net.
It’s an adult site for adult writers of Naruto fanfiction.
I have deleted all my accounts on other writer- sites so it won’t be too confusing for the ones liking my stories, to find them and read them.
So my fanfictions can be found on that site. My writer’s name is just ‘Kyra‘. So you can find me on thet name, or you can look for the titels of the stories.
For more info about how to find my stories on that site, just post a comment and I’ll give directions.
My ‘normal’ stories and poems don’t really have a site where I publish them. So instead of a writer’s site on the inetrnet, I’ll post the stories in this journal, in a blog.
However, if the story is too long or the chapters won’t fit into the tiny blog, I’ll have to try to find another way to post them.
Well, that was it.
Any remarks on this blog can be said in a little comment below.
Thanks,
Kyra
Pain.
Pain…
What is pain ?
When are you in pain ?
When something doesn’t feel right,
Is that pain?
When something doesn’t belong to you,
Is that pain?
When there’s something missing,
Is that pain?
When you miss someone so much you could die,
Is that pain?
When you bleed,
Is that pain?
When you’re said and crying,
Is that pain?
I don’t know.
When this all is ‘pain’,
Then I don’t feel pain.
It’s normal.
And when I don’t experience any pain from this
What should be giving me pain,
Then when do I feel ‘pain’?…
By: Kyra
I decided to post 1 Naruto fanfiction here in my journal.
It’s one of my best works up ’till now. I made it around a song “30 minutes” from the group T.a.t.u.
it would be best if you listen to the song first before you read this fanfiction, it will get you in the right mood for this story.
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Black Tears
Out of sight, out of mind
Out of time to decide
He was there… always.
Being the pretty bastard that he was.
I tried to escape… to escape his eyes.
His beautiful eyes, and his smile.
Oh god, his gorgeous smile…
But I couldn’t…
Do we run? Should I hide?
For the rest of my life
Somehow, somewhere, sometime…
I got caught…
Caught by his beautiful eyes,
His gorgeous smile,
His skin like silk
That glittery shone when lit upon
By the silvery moon
Can we fly? Do I stay?
We could lose, we could fail
He was my everything.
And from that moment on,
I tried to seduce him.
He got caught.
Oh, how beautiful the days and nights were.
Especially the nights…
We fooled around, ‘played’ on the traininggrounds
And we would hold hands, standing on the bridge
Watching the water flow
And kiss in the moonlight.
In the moment it takes
To make plans or mistakes
But although we were happy and madly in love…
Some questions can’t stay locked away forever.
Acceptance…
Will people understand?
He is a very breakable person… vulnerable.
To be treated with love and care.
That’s what I did…
30 minutes, a blink of an eye
30 minutes, to alter our lives
30 minutes, to make up my mind
30 minutes, to finally decide
We made love. Our first time.
So romantic…
I’ve never felt so complete in my life.
He was all I needed
And all I ever need…
I loved him so much…
30 minutes, to whisper your name
30 minutes, to shoulder the blame
30 minutes of bliss, 30 lies
30 minutes, to finally decide
Happiness was what I felt.
2 months of totally keeping it secret,
was what he felt.
If only I knew about his questions.
If only I knew how to read his thoughts.
The shame he felt.
The blame, he kept to himself.
The lies… he made up to keep me happy.
Caroussels in the sky
That we shape with our eyes
Our days were unpredictable.
Sneaking out on missions,
To run away the next to not get caught.
The grasslands we visited so much.
Looking up at the sky, shaping it.
Those were happy days…
That were about to end so soon.
Too soon…
Under shade, silhouets
Casting shame, crying rain
Dark days came,
A war was about to start.
No more love- making, no secret fieldtrips,
No holding hands…
Fighting
Was what came upon us.
Marking us; me… forever.
Can we fly? Do I stay?
We could lose, we could fail
No way out.
Enemies approaching.
Living a lie upon that, too.
We were in love, and gay.
We had so many questions, but he even more.
He couldn’t bear them.
He was lost.
Either way, options change
Chances fade, trains derail
It all went too fast.
The village, burning
Children screaming
A maniacle laugh,
The enemies were invading.
Their leader… a monster.
He was brave that black day…
I didn’t see it coming.
But he did.
And made no attempt to evade.
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Blood… everywhere
A thud, body falling limb
On the ground.
The attack
That would have blown up whole Konoha…
Taken by one boy.
Beautiful black eyes,
Like pools to drown in.
Dark, raven hair,
Marking a manly face
Gorgeous smile,
To catch your willing heart
Pale skin like silk…
Scattered, tainted, broken.
Shock.
30 minutes, a blink of an eye
30 minutes, to alter our lives
30 minutes, to make up my mind
30 minutes, to finally decide
30 minutes, to whisper your name
30 minutes, to shoulder the blame
30 minutes of bliss, 30 lies
30 minutes, to finally decide
He was a hero.
And he was burried as one.
Black day, came with black tears…
From my heart.
If only I knew
If only I saw
If only I heard
… his wish to die…
… to stop living a lie…
And the black tears fell, silently
On his grave.
‘I will always love you.’
“Sasuke…”
OWARI
By: kyra
Lost Memories.
Why are you doing this to me ?
You say
It’s my fault
It’s mine
Always
I say
You’re just like him
The abuser,
Him
You look
At me
I look
Back
I see you
Growing red and
Angry,
Furious
You shout
I do
Too
Why? Why me?
Always
It’s me
Always
Fear
A lot of fear
Again
Lost memories
I remember
Again
A flash
Of a hand
Coming
Towards me
Lost memories
I remember
When pain
Hits me
Again and again
It never
Stops
Feels like
A nightmare
Without
An ending
Then
Suddenly
It stops
Tears
Are falling
Lost tears
Tears of fear
Again
Lost memories
I remember
Pain
You’re just like Him…
By: Kyra
=> subject: child abuse
